8 Romance Movies I Plan to Watch This February


Even though Valentine's Day is a bit bogus these days (before anybody says that it was invented by Hallmark: it wasn't.), I'm always up for an excuse to do things in a sort of themed or festive way. I don't have anyone to spend Valentine's Day, so what better way to join in the festivities in my single pringle way then to watch a crap ton of romance movies? I was planning on making this a top 10 list but once again I couldn't come up with 10 movies so instead I have 8. Also, I should have made this post earlier this month, but I had other stuff going on. Oh well.

I have watched a couple of these films before, but that's okay because I want to watch them again!

Review: Cold Shadows by J.L. Bryan

Cold Shadows
Author: J.L. Bryan
Series: Ellie Jordan, Ghost Trapper #2
Genre: Adult Urban Fantasy / Horror
Released: November 28 2014
Source: From the author
Rating: ★★★★

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Footsteps in the attic. Toys that play by themselves. A dark presence in an upstairs room.

Paranormal investigator Ellie Jordan faces a difficult new case. Her new clients are a family haunted by multiple ghosts and a poltergeist that wrecks their home at night. Their seven-year-old son’s invisible friends may not be imaginary at all, but the restless spirits of dead children.

To clear her clients’ house of the dangerous entities, Ellie must unravel the mysterious deaths of another family who lived in the old mansion more than a hundred and sixty years ago—and she must do it before the ghosts can carry out their malevolent designs on her clients and their children.
I really enjoyed Ellie Jordan, so it's no surprise that I wanted to jump into Cold Shadows as soon as I possible could: I was just desperate for more crazy ghosts and more scares. Going in, I had a good feeling that I was in for a good time and that good feeling was definitely right.

Ellie and Stacey's job in Cold Shadows is to rid a family home of multiple ghosts and a poltergeist that are making their lives a misery. I think I liked this case more than the previous one because I got to learn even more about the kinds of ghosts there are and how powerful they are. I didn't know anything really about poltergeists before reading this book other than that they're the pests of the ghost world, so getting to see the lore surrounding them being more expanded on was a great addition for me. Something that I really loved about the story and the case is that it just doesn't get any easier for Ellie, with more and more things getting added on top of one another. I could really feel for Ellie and wanted her to succeed, but also at the same time I wanted to see her get pushed to her limits, which I did get too. I think my favourite part of Cold Shadows is how the clients play a bigger part in the story than the family in Ellie Jordan. Instead of being just clients, they were more of a component in the case than they realised and were seen a lot more often.

Speaking of characters, I still love Ellie, and, again, I'm glad that I was able to see her become more open and grow as a character. She still has a hard exterior, but she has let her guard down since the previous book, and continues to gradually let it down so that she can let other people into her life. While I do like bad-ass ghost-trapper Ellie too, I like seeing this side of her more because ti shows that she is human after all, and is capable of showing more emotions. As for Stacey, I would have liked to have seen a little more of her, but in the moments where she was there, I still loved her personality. She's bright and bubbly, and she's still learning things and applying them as she goes, and I thought her crush on Jacob was kind of cute. I sort of saw it coming, but it was a bit cute. Going back to what I said about the family being more present, I especially liked Juniper. At first I expected her to be a typical bratty 13-year-old girl in the early stages of a goth phase (I used to be like that), but she turned out to be so much more, and I thought she was an awesome character. As for Crane, I got pretty disturbed by him, especially towards the end of the book. I got frustrated by him, then freaked out, and then finally really felt sorry for him because he’s only a kid who doesn’t know what he’s doing or what’s going on around him.

Although the setting of Cold Shadows is another haunted house, I think that it still worked because it wasn’t just one part of the house that was haunted, although it looked that way at first. This time, the entire house and even the back yard are haunted, due to the multiple ghosts there. Because of this, there is literally no safe places in the house for anybody to run to, other than down the street and away. I loved how the entire house was haunted because it lead to a bigger sense of dread and suspense that was tough to shake.

Overall, I really liked Cold Shadows, maybe a little bit more than I liked Ellie Jordan. I loved seeing the characters grow, and the ghosts became more powerful. I’m really hoping that this streak continues on in the next book!

Gif It Away | The Gif Challenge


The lovely Meg from Adrift on Vulcan recently made one of these posts and it looked like so much fun that I just had to do it for myself! So here's a double opportunity for me to share more about myself and also show off my gif-making skills, just to make it a little bit more challenging. It took me quite some time, but it was all worth it in the end (trust me, some of these gifs came out just perfectly).

If you want to use any of my gifs that I've made (all of my gifs have the 'exploringbystarlight' watermark on them), feel free to use them because I really don't mind! (i might be doing a series of reaction gif masterposts since i'm planning on making tons)

Oh, Hey There... | January 2015 Recap

January has been a bit of a meh month for me. It started out with a lot of stress and then went to nothing of excitement. At the start of the month I had my final assignments for my first semester to do, since I didn't do them over Christmas. I pretty much spent every day in the library for a week and a half. It totally sucked. Also, while I was writing one of my essays, I had a cup of tea for the first time since I was twelve.


I didn't like it.

I also tried to start Blogilates, but I gave up after two days because 1) there is literally no room in my house to do it (my room's too small, my parents' room doesn't have enough floor space, and my dad is downstairs all day every day) and 2) I just literally couldn't do it. I couldn't control my breathing properly, and I had a really hard time doing the moves. My mum asked me if I want to go to aqua aerobics with her and her friend, so I might do that instead. I haven't been happy with my body for a long time now, and I'm sick of just sitting around being sad about it.

I went back to university on the 26th and I'm already having to sing songs in my head. My friends do literally nothing but complain about the course. I got tired of it towards the end of last semester and I'm already tired of it this semester. Fair enough, our creative writing teacher makes mildly sexist comments here and there (one friend said that his class is an 'unsafe environment'), but whenever he goes off topic I just don't listen to him. And I'm far beyond the point of caring now. I've only got one essay to write this term, so I just want to get through this with no problems and with a good mark. I complain about things quite a lot, but not every single day like my friends do and it's just really starting to get on my nerves now. I have enough negative thoughts of my own, I don't need to constantly have other people's thrown at me.

Anways, onto happier things. At the end of the month, my brother and I went to the huge shopping centre that's about 30 mins away from where we live because he needed to go to the Apple Store to sort out something with iTunes, and I needed something to do. I was good, because I managed to not buy any books (I'm currently on a ban), but I did come home with two box sets of The Simpsons and two band shirts from HMV. There was another shirt that was being displayed on the wall that I would have given my soul to own, but they didn't have any out on the shelves, which is a total bummer, but I found it on Amazon so all is well. Also, not in the same day though, I got the entire first 4 seasons of Futurama in one box set, and I'm planning on making a lot of reaction gifs from them (I may do that with The Simpsons, but it would take so long to do), so hopefully you can expect to see some soon!